Every December 31st, we stay up to welcome in the new year as a family. Every January 1st, we sleep in, watch movies, take down Christmas decorations and generally hang out together as a family.  We are kind of lazy but still we are together. As a family, we generally don't make any plans or goals or even discuss what we want to accomplish during the year. This year was no different. But on my own I do reflect on what I liked about the year and what I want to do different. Nothing formal, no written goals or plans, just what was good (positive), what I didn't like (negative), and what I would do differently (change). Since this blog is about quilting I will only list my quilting reflections.
Negative - This past year, I didn't sew/quilt as much as I would have liked. I did buy lots of new gadgets, fabric and books though. I am real good at accumulating supplies and making plans. I am not so good at enacting those plans and finishing things. Now in fairness, it takes less time to shop for supplies than it does to make the projects. I can come home from work, spend 20-30 minutes browsing the web and load up on things. 
Change - I could sit at my sewing machine for 20-30 minutes a night instead of  browsing the web and shopping. I would get a lot more done during the year. It is time to learn from Aesop's fable "The Tortoise and the Hare". I am planning on working on a project every night after work for 20-30 minutes. A little every night is going to get more done than a long day every other weekend. Plus I will reduce some stress by sewing/quilting.
This is going to be harder than it sounds. I currently commute to work an hour each way and lately my work days have been between 10 and 12 hours. So I am gone for 12 -14 hours a day. I generally leave the house at 6:00am and get home sometime after 6:00pm. So understandably, I am rather tired. Tired and quilting don't usually work out that well. But hopefully things will be turning around at work very soon. We should be about fully staffed in a couple of weeks and that will make it easier to work 8 hours and still be fresh enough to quilt in the evenings.
Positive - I was able to bring cheer to someone battling cancer. I feel very strongly that Heavenly Father guided me in that whole process. I am not a religious nut case, but I am a spiritual person and I have to give credit for the design and execution of that quilt to the Lord. I am grateful I could be an instrument in his hands.
Positive - I was able to share my talents with the women at church to bring together a thank you quilt for a family that served our congregation for 3 years. I used my talent for teaching to help others learn a little about quilting.
Change - There are others who could benefit from my skills. I am going to try and recognize the opportunity to use my skills to help others. Tatianna and I would love to gather a group of women together to sew/quilt on a monthly basis. The two of us are going to pursue this idea as the year unfolds, even if it has to take place in our home.
Negative - Machine quilting on my sewing machine is frustrating. The throat space is not large enough, it does not have a stitch regulator and so quilting is difficult at best. I can not do what I want to with it. I could tie the quilts but I would much rather quilt them. Hand quilting takes too long.
Change - I am going to go ahead and buy a long arm. I have been hesitant to wipe out my savings for this. I know that once I have gotten some practice on the long arm, I will be able to quilt for others and make a little money on the side to help pay for it or in my case build my savings back up.
I also have wanted to wait until I could get all the bells and whistles. I have decided that I will purchase the basic machine and any of the bells and whistles that can be added later, I will add later. I will not be able to get the computer set up at first. In fact it will probably be a couple of years before I can get it. But once my car is paid off I should be able to afford it.  I will still be able to quilt without the computer set up. I already have some stencils I can use and I plan on doing some free motion quilting as well. It won't hurt me to learn the machine before I get the computer set up.
Do you ever have the feeling if you don't just go ahead and do something, you never will? That is how I am beginning to feel about buying a long arm machine.
I have chosen to get an APQS Millennium. Like I said I can't get the quilt path right now. But I will later on. Bell and whistles will wait.
Negative - My studio has been cramped and cluttered. My supplies are stashed throughout the house. I don't even know what I have. What worse is I have things (tools) that I have never used. They looked handy so I bought them. 
Change -  My husband has very graciously moved out of my studio into his own shop. This frees up a lot of space. Tatianna and I have decided to move a table back into the studio until we get the long arm. We are also going to replace a couple of short book shelves with tall ones. We will then figure out what we have and find a way to organize it so we can put our hands on it. This should help in planning and completing projects.
Positive - My husband fully supports me in my pursuit of quilting. In fact he more than supports, he enables me. I have never had to hide fabric or defend a purchase. My husband was with me at a quilt shop that was closing and I was trying to figure out how many yards of a particular fabric I wanted to buy. He told the sales person I will take all of it. I started to protest and he cut me off. He said you love it, you won't be able to get more of it, and it isn't all that much. He then told the clerk to give me all of it. The store's staff were in shock. They told me to hang on to him.  He is actually nagging me to get the long arm and start using it. The reason he moved out of the studio was to make room for it.
Positive - My children support me in all of my crafting. They offer ideas, constructive criticism and praise. They usually cook the meals and clean the house so I can do what I want after a long day at work.
Negative - My children do not have any quilts that I have made. I always think I am going to make them one and never get around to it. Neither do my siblings.
Change -  One quilt at a time, I am going to start making quilts for my children and my siblings. For those of you who don't know that is 15 quilts. Eight for children, seven for siblings. Then there are my ten grandchildren, they will be needing quilts as well. For my siblings, I will probably do throw quilts. Just some thing to snuggle under on a cold night. For my children, I would like to do full size quilts, something they could put on a bed. For my grandchildren, I would like to do twin size quilts.
Expectations - I am realistic enough to know that this is not all going to happen overnight. I need to make some changes to my behavior. I need to balance work and home. I also need to quit taking my family for granted. I am really blessed. I will not get 15 quilts made this year as long as I am working full time. I will however get some done. What do I expect to get done this year?
- Complete at least 3 quilts for family - can be ones already started.
- Buy a long arm machine before the end of June.
- Organize my studio before the end of February
- Sew/quilt at least 20 minutes a night
- Work fewer unpaid hours at work so I feel up to quilting
- Write in my blog weekly
- Document my quilts and who they were given to.
- Start signing my quilts using labels.
What are your plans for the year? How are you going to improve yourself this year? What talents are you going to share?